Life has sucked

Well March is over and April is just beginning. I did not remember to weigh myself this morning so I had to weigh after all my meals and after drinking over 40 ounces of water. I am back where I started in the beginning. I just have not been very motivated to do anything for myself this month. I just wish I had the dream job I wanted and that life were much eaiser now. There is so much in life I wanted to accomplish by this time in my life and that has not happened. I will try to do better next month

March Madness

Well this last month was a real bomb. I guess for some reason I am just not very motivated. Could it be that I am allowing the economy to get to me. I still have not found that dream job and I worry that we just will not every pull through this mess. My husband as well has had a set back and that does not help. I worry about losing him all the time. I wake every morning and check to see if he is still breathing. Oh well on with March. I have to do this for me.

Doing better

Well so far I am working harder. I still want to go to Weight Watchers but I have been going to Curves three times a week. I finally this week was able to start my Curves Smart program. They have put me on an eaiser program till my leg gets to where it is stronger. I have quit eating sugar candies and have switched to sugar free. I am feeling better and am more motivated to work harder.

January bomb

Well this month was a total wash due to lack of committment. I found out yesterday when I went to curves that they are open till 1:00 pm every day of the week so I will be able to go do my workout three days a week there and then walk at least two days a week. I so want to get this fat off but must devise a plan to do so. I think part of my problem this past month was getting use to a new schedule at work and being under appriciated and under paid. I am still working to find a better job but so far nothing has transpired. I will continue to look however. Something has to give soon. I will do better this month.

ugh!!!

I just want to not weigh in this week. I am hating my schedule right now. I do not like working swings. I want my days back. I just am not used to this schedule and want to figure out when I can work out. We shall see how it goes.

Last Night

Well my daughter Karilynn called me last night at work and told me of the comments to my blog harder then it looks. I want all of you to know that I resisted the temtation to eat things I should not by having good snacks at work and by working hard. I did not eat any candy last night and tonight plan to take carrots and fruit to eat as well as water and a yogurt. Thank you all for your support. To date I have lost 3 pounds but need to get back on the horse and get my big butt to Curves. Tomorrow I plan on going for the first time since breaking my leg in August.

harder then I thought

Wow This time it is harder then I thought it would be. When I had bypass I had no choice but now I am a candy aholic and need to get away from it. I just need to make a plan and stick to it. The problem is I work at 7-Eleven and have too much access to all the junk we sell. So girls tell me how do I get beyond this problem. I do want to lose weight but just need motivation.